SuFFeR

today woke up, my throat not feeling well.
then whole day headache..
my turn to get fever?
whole day just like a death fish ; kept sleep...
i will stay at house for two days until friday exam..
haiz, hope before exam i will recover ...
felt so down.
i haven get ready for trial...
i'm really worried about myself !

problems =(

i'm back !
more than one week i didn't online.
mayb later i will be stop blogging.
friday my school having first trial exam !
i not yet make any preparation on it...
i getting more lazier to study.
i facing alot of problems !

friends...
this days, i dunno what's going on...
we gone through so many ups and downs,
at last we still face the same problems.
i dunno should i tell u all how i feel,
i dunno whether i got make any mistakes or what,
i dunno i got hurt anyone of you,
i just dunno how to face it.
what should i do?
treat this as nothing happen and continue like that?!?
i won't feeling well if continue like that...

.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.>>>???

i'm back again !
this few weeks, i lazy to on computer.
until today, my party picture still haven post !
its too many picture d, so i not gonna post all.


yesterday hang out with ching, kenny and kok ann.
we watched 5 pm movie.
THE LAND OF THE LOST !
the movie is damn funny and lame.
after movie, we went to walk walk.
suddenly feel the couple are so annoying, i can just pretend nothing instead of argue with her again.
aeon food is quite limited.
we walked from ground to first floor, first floor to ground,
but we still can't decide what should eat for dinner.
waste about half and hour to decide.
at last, we go sakae sushi.
we didn't eat, sat there and watched ching eat.
around 10 something, ching's sis fetch us go yum cha with her friend at Jeth cafe.
finally, we eat something there.
11 something, went back d.

today, i trying to do some revision for the latih tubi.
just only 15 minute i ter sleep ad.
i really bored of study ! shit ! but trial coming, pmr coming alrdy.
tomorrow onwards till friday, scl having latih tubi.. something like exam..
next week i lazy to go school la...
then trial 1 & 2 ; sc & math exam also coming near and near.

i get my third monthly test result d.
almost all my subject marks getting decrease.
i get an 'A' , but the A is come from PJK. useless subject.
my class position also drop d.
everything drop d !
i started worry about my result.

~ no one can spoiled our friendship ~
this is for Ying.

HAPPY birthday to mySELF

ehehehehe !!!

HAPPY BELATEd BiRTHDaY to MYSElF !!!

i'm officially 15 years old..
i getting older alrdy ! = )

i celebrate my birthday on last saturday with all my friends and family !
i will be upload pic soon !
i was happy of my BBQ party !
thanks you for all my babes and family.

quite alot of ppl wish me this year... even some of them are not close with me also got wish me !
thanks for the wishes !

25/7/2009:
i had a BBQ party on my house.
it is actually were teng and my birthday party.
teng had invite her bkb group's friend and of cause i also had invite alot of my close friend.
8 something, more and more ppl came d.
my house able to accommodate about 40 ppl. geng.
all started enjoy eating and taking pictures !
all of them was so ngam with my sis (vivien). especially girls.
they was keep calling my sis, vivien jie jie ! haha.
about 10 something, we blow cake.
thanks for the 5 MPK who giving a nice cake for me ; which was kenny, kok ann, edmund, pang shen and ah nam.
that my favourite tiramisu cake from biz cafe.
we took alot of pictures !
after the party, most of them going back d.
thank you for sis, edwin, ching, yee jing, tien, chee yen and ah yen help me clean up my house.

thanks for who coming on that day :
ching, ying, yong, yee jing, zhi chirng,sammy, shu yi,tien,wen shuang,chee yen, ah yen,kwang yaw, thiam chai,kenny,edmund,kok ann,ah nam, pang shen, kenny lai,beng tat, zhen ann, soon keat, pan yong, wai lun, tkr...

and also man teng's friends !

26/7/2009:
when green box with family.

27/7/2009:
go school as usual ! XD

surprise... =(

every year of my birthday, i also will get a BIG surprise..
but is not a happy thing.
it is a hurt thing to know about it.

i'm tired !
i can't go anything for it !
just pretend nothing?
it is really hard to keep inside my heart.
no one i can share with.
this is real privacy.
unexpected they will do that !
how come?
what should i do?
need a talk?


it is very XIN KU !
i'm regret to know it !
why did he wan to told me ?
can i trust him?
i can't imagine i will chat with him for so long !
and chat a lot of thing that unexpected 1 !

skim sc, acs gekoramah & bon odori

tired day !!
morning, i go skim science. i quite semangat, 7.30pm woke up then went to bath.
after prepare go fetch ying to ching's house.
9 something, then go to delta Eng Ann.
Delta Eng Ann is damn " HIGH CLASS " than Delta CHi Liung ! ya,,,, it is very high class ! ^V^
during the class, its very boring and sleepy.
3 hour class. Very boring 1 and the stupid eng ann chair not comfortable to sit 1...
we are not concentrating at all, keep countdown for the class finish.

1 pm, finish class d ! so happy !
then we go to acs for the gekoramah thingy.
Zzzzz, no helicopter.
at ACs was very bored because i didn't go into the concert.
watch people fight?
walk a few round, then kenny's mum fetch us back.
kenny's car (Kelissa) it is actually able to accommodate 8 person ! geng, right?


reached home, only left 1 hour only.
faster bath, then went to kenny's house.
after they bath, we went to hin hua school to waited for the bon odori bus.
at last, i waste money for the mgs bus !
kok ann got abit siao siao today ; he was damn high !
he kept doing stupid and funny things.
at bon odori, all walk separately.
kok ann with edmund ; kenny's sister with her friend ; me, ching and kenny.
first, went and buy food to eat. whole day rush here and there, don't even got time to eat.
we actually spent a lot of $$ there !
after eating, then walked around.
BORED !
then met woan tyng and crystal they all.
suddenly received a call from ying and yong, they said they coming.
but i just only met ying. i didn't met yong. i dunno where she is...
too many ppl ! so i can't really found her.
10 something, then we follow hin hua bus back.

i didn't not go to vb party and camp gathering.
FFK again.
teng alone go to the vb party only.
i actually told her after bon odori, i will go dav house.
but i can't make it..

whole day i kept saying a word,
BORED AND TIRED !
no picture to upload !




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FiniSH ExAM =)

hooray !!
exam finish...
the most suffering time is during exam...
i hope my result to pass with flying colours !
this few days, i really not enough sleep.
after school, straight away sleep.
until evening, yong call me only i wake up.
then i walk to court to meet them and played bkb.
teng, yong, april and mayjoy keep suan sia me. ruffa only the good one. =='
they say me, i have ' no experience' 1... fine fine, nvm xD
it was very fun playing with them !
i fall down a few times because i'm wearing slipper.
7.30pm, i walk back alone. the sky is going to dark d.


ACS gekoramah ?!!!!???!!
i still can't make up my mind whether going there or not...
i know got a lot of activity ; if i didn't go, i will regret.
but...............................................................
suddenly my mind came out a lot of thing.
tomorrow morning got skim till 1 o'clock..
afternoon go acs gokoramah.
4 o'clock must rush to hin hua or mgs.. both side also pay ad.
i get both school bus to to bon odori, i might be wasting money for 1 of them.

That was done by the one who not responsibility and the one who care for her bf first.
i don't feel like going bon odori with her and him.. ...

Ying, sorry for the recess thing.
i know its our fault.
when we call u for a few times, u don't even wan to answer us..
we dunno how to face u when the thing happen.
i hope everything will be alright !

still got ten days to go for my 15th birthday.
i hope i will get any surprise from u all, but it won't be happen 1, because i'm the one who plan party and do everything on my own.
i going to celebrate my birthday on 25 july.
i will be celebrating with teng.
who had invited, please come !

3rd monthly test

tomorrow is my 3rd monthly test.
1st day- math,bm,sejarah and seni !
i must try my best to answer all the question !
today only i start study... i know its too late !
but at least i study !
this time exam, i got a feeling will failed 3 subject !
anyway, good luck to me !

arhhh !!! 18 of july !
this saturday morning, i got skim science class at delta Eng Ann.
afternoon maybe go to ACS gekoramah.
night !
why all function came at that night?
bon odori, camp gathering and vb scl team gathering.

should i go bon odori?
last year i miss it alrdy !
but this year, ching and i get the chance to follow school bus to go.
actually is wen zhin help us to get the place 1.
but now, i ffk her?
eventhough we didn't go, but we also must pay money.
the list alrdy sent it to teacher, so i can't cancel my name !


camp gathering.
i dunno whether got second chance or not.
that why i wan go !


volleyball team gathering.
last few month, senior start talked about this ad.
i think if everyone of the player going to the party, should be very fun, right?

i wan to go everything...
but i just have a body...

moviE

at last, i decide to go for movie instead of going interschool rally
i hang out with ying, tkr, ying's bro and her bro's friend.
6 something, ying's mum fetch us go aeon.
7.30pm, we went in cinema.
we watch Transformers.
while walking to the seat, i accidentally sprained my left leg.
i can't move for a few second.
it was damn pain.
the movie was about 3 hour.
10.30pm, we came out from the cinema.
then go kia kia.
not longer, tkr's father came fetch us to ying's house.
the movie was not bad, but it is not my cup of tea.
then stay at ying's house chit-chat.
12 something, dad only came and fetch me back !

now i'm quite tired and moody.
i recover d. my voice slowly getting back normal.
tomorrow not going anywhere.
i should be will start study .
next saturday i will be very busy d.
and, skim science class will be start soon.

HAPPY birTHdaY to Ju VVei

happy 14th BirtHday to stupid girl LIM JU WEI !
sorry, i can't go aeon and ur house, i got things to do.
she is my only mui..
i know her it just about 1 year ; its not long and not too short.
but we are not that close.
i know her in under a funny and weird condition.
stay ur active and pretty always ; enjoy ur life with joys and laughters.
be mature abit lo ; study well !
i will help u whenever u need.