The end of year 2011

This year, I have been gone through so many ups and downs..

The combination of hurt that been given from a few previous boyfriend,

Because of them, I learnt how to protect myself strongly.

I have been putting a lot of effort on my studies.

Making myself busy, going tuition for almost everyday.

These was what I had done to forget them...

Although it was super tiring, I must rush from here to there..

After all, my effort it's all worth it..

I saw all my improvement..

From the grade D or E, then improve to the grade of B or A..

I fell down in the love life, but I have been growth up from the part of thinking..

As people get older, they tend to be more receptive of changes and I'm one of them.

No regrets for all the effort that I had gave in.

Basically, this whole year is just all about studies.

Love begins with a smile, but always end with tears drop.

Sometimes I just like to recall back all the love memories,

Reading back the love diary, massage or looking on the pictures of us..

At least they left some happy memories for me..

I will wait for the right person and also the right moment to getting into a relationship..

I was actually lose courage to love another person..

Let's say goodbye to the year of 2011 !

New year, new life, new job, and new attitude of me will begins in the year of 2012.

Left all the sadness, stressful life and hardship aside, be strong and move forward to another the new year..

Every pleasant experience will eventually come to an end.

world, HAPPY NEW YEAR !

outing

Back to my normal life.. =D

Finally, I'm fully recover from sick..

Today I hang out with angie, cs and lx.

Another fun day with them.

We went for movie before going for haircut...

A very bored movie we had watched, "flying sword of dragon gate" !

Thank for the fella who ask us watched.. =D

Don't watch this movie unless you got a lot of money and do not know where to spend..

I went Eng Ann for haircut with angie while the 2 guy went to cc..

After everything done, We hang out at I-city and have our dinner..

Then go back to lx's house and talked.

Sometimes I just feel like our B&S relationship are getting farther.

I'm going to interview tomorrow, hopefully everything goes well..

Good Luck, Celine =D

That's all for tonight,

Good Night !

A lazy bump

I be a lazy bump for almost a week..

How can I behave like that?

How can I doing all lifeless things?

Celine "wake up, wake up", your headache and sickness had been cured.

So, please back to your normal life !

You even lazy to hang out with friends, lazy to go for interview and lazy to clean up your thing..

OH Gosh !

You seem like a ghost everyday stay inside the house like you are afraid with sunlight.

I gonna go out tomorrow !

No more staying at house to be a lazy bump.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a enjoyable day..

Pangkor trip

3 Days 2 Nights Pangkor trip with friends !

14th of december-16th of december

Extremely enjoyed the trip with 9 of them,

Hueh Ching, Yao Ying, Wen Shuang, Cherine, LiYing, Q-Yan, Kenny and Kok Ann..

On the third day, I fall sick..

Vomit, fever, cough, sore throat and running nose all came together.

I admited, I'm weak enough..

Other of them came back with joy and a healthy condition..

These two days, I spent most of time on the bed.

I slept for hours but I still felt tired and headache.

Not even one of them willing to bring me to clinic or buy me medicine.

I was moody and I cried just because nobody even care of me.

I do not know what I can do for the coming week.

I felt so lifeless and lazy to look for job..

After 1 Year

It almost one year I never updated.

Here's mostly is just all about my part of sadness life...

Guess what, these was the first post for year 2011 and it was the last month of 2011 too..

I do not know I should blog about what..?

Now I'm not use to it to express my feeling on blog, feel weird...!

In fact, here is the only place that I can express my feelings it out.

Just only 1 years, I feel I had been grown up.

I changed, my family changed, friends changed, and the only things that still remain since last year until now was I'm still alone.

these was the year that I shouldn't move forward to a relationship..

I almost started a relationship in the month of September,

I found that this guy was a different person with weird attitude,

I guess that was one of the reason I fall for him.

At last, we stopped everything immediately just because one particular girl.

I will just wish that he can get along with her.

Anyway, It's all about the past.

I had accepted the fact !

hmmm...

My family,

We getting closer and closer compare to last time..

Of course, we gone through a lot of ups and downs these actually made us become more closer to each other.

mum's problem, sister getting marry, money's problem and etc.

SPM?

exam was still going on...

good news was I only left 2 papers, economi and account.

After 7 of Dec, I will free from the cage, but it doesn't make much differeces..

I made a lot of effort on studies, and I had a big improvement !

It's worth it for changing my attitude towards study.

Now I'm just hoping that I can get flying colours for SPM !

conclusion,

In the year of 2011,

I learnt a lot, not only physically and but mentality.

I'm stronger and mature than before, not the small little girl and behave like a "mummy's girl".

All good things come to an end.

Next year,

I will be facing a lot of hardship,

no matter what, I have to be strong, not just for myself, also for my family and my future.

"Nothing ventured nothing gained"