training at morning...
last training !
7.30~11am..
today whether is super duper H-O-T ! although is morning !
why our school don build a indoor court? play under the hot sun for 3 hour+ ! now, i totally sunburn d !
today i train very hard...
whole day train serving... i injure my hand and the part that i use to serve ball, bongkak d !
i scare i can't serve well on monday...
when senior see 1 by 1 serve, last time only 5 ball can over net out of 10... today ! 9 ball i can serve over... 7th ball,kah fong was kept shouting on me and said: if u over net i balanja u mcd flury...
i was too excited, i thought that ball will over net, but at last NO ! kah fong was craping hand and so happy cause she no need to belanja d...
nvm ! at least i try my best to serve over...
i got more confidence on my serving d! if only i can put 100% concentrate on it, my ball sure can over...
after that, we play game...
i always very nervous & scare the ball when i enter court ...
i play with my own teammates, i also scare d ; so how if i play with other school?
normally training, my digging is not bad== when the time i enter court and play game, my digging is really very bad...
i started no mood... i scare i will give them alot of trouble and make them lose... i scare i can't dig properly...
i scare will make cherine disappointed...
in the court, we won't talk only some of them, we won't communicate... when the ball come to who, we just keep quiet. no teamworks ! thats our big big problem !
training end, we had our meeting again...
whole vb team sitting and discuss !
senior ask me got wat problem when playing game ; got anything to tell ur teammates?
i told them my problem...
they say i got alot of negative thinking...
too scare for it !
yesterday i get my jersey d... exactly look like football jersey cause it was red in colour.. the colour damn sharp !
i hate my jersey number , it is 6 !
i wan to take 7... cause of the position and the size problem, so we have to exchange...
non 1 of us get the number we wan all have changed by the seniors...
ching wan 3 but get 4 ; cherine wan 6 but get 1...
so sad, we can't take the number we wan...
2morrow got training for senior.. we can go but i choose not to go instead staying at house and rest !
my mood is totally bad ! i argue with my eldest sis again.. i called her, ask her to fetch me...i 'hao hao' talked to her, she start scold me kao kao ; i can't tahan d, i shouted on the phone very loudly at kd..! my phone credit is going to finish d, but she still talking so many of nonsense ! i really hate to listen ! every time will gave me a big bag of stress ! before i going out, for sure she will scold me, make me to bring the sad face go out ! thing not yet happen, so please don't suspect i will do it wrongly ! did u think u got a little bit respect us? did u think everytime u scold us its right? luckily friends always will bring me happiness..
after training, we planed to go aeon to buy short pant.. we wanted to wear all same pants on tournament.. actually we planed to go buy together, at last teng, cherine and others go their own.. they go early..
i hang out with ching,kenny, chee yeen and ching's sis...
3 something when i reached aeon, they all just went back only.. cherine bought the pants d, so we just go kia kia...
8 something, ching's mum fetch me go back home d...
i had use all my energy d..
i'm tired !
going to rest soon !
night night everyone !
