Pangkor trip

3 Days 2 Nights Pangkor trip with friends !

14th of december-16th of december

Extremely enjoyed the trip with 9 of them,

Hueh Ching, Yao Ying, Wen Shuang, Cherine, LiYing, Q-Yan, Kenny and Kok Ann..

On the third day, I fall sick..

Vomit, fever, cough, sore throat and running nose all came together.

I admited, I'm weak enough..

Other of them came back with joy and a healthy condition..

These two days, I spent most of time on the bed.

I slept for hours but I still felt tired and headache.

Not even one of them willing to bring me to clinic or buy me medicine.

I was moody and I cried just because nobody even care of me.

I do not know what I can do for the coming week.

I felt so lifeless and lazy to look for job..

After 1 Year

It almost one year I never updated.

Here's mostly is just all about my part of sadness life...

Guess what, these was the first post for year 2011 and it was the last month of 2011 too..

I do not know I should blog about what..?

Now I'm not use to it to express my feeling on blog, feel weird...!

In fact, here is the only place that I can express my feelings it out.

Just only 1 years, I feel I had been grown up.

I changed, my family changed, friends changed, and the only things that still remain since last year until now was I'm still alone.

these was the year that I shouldn't move forward to a relationship..

I almost started a relationship in the month of September,

I found that this guy was a different person with weird attitude,

I guess that was one of the reason I fall for him.

At last, we stopped everything immediately just because one particular girl.

I will just wish that he can get along with her.

Anyway, It's all about the past.

I had accepted the fact !

hmmm...

My family,

We getting closer and closer compare to last time..

Of course, we gone through a lot of ups and downs these actually made us become more closer to each other.

mum's problem, sister getting marry, money's problem and etc.

SPM?

exam was still going on...

good news was I only left 2 papers, economi and account.

After 7 of Dec, I will free from the cage, but it doesn't make much differeces..

I made a lot of effort on studies, and I had a big improvement !

It's worth it for changing my attitude towards study.

Now I'm just hoping that I can get flying colours for SPM !

conclusion,

In the year of 2011,

I learnt a lot, not only physically and but mentality.

I'm stronger and mature than before, not the small little girl and behave like a "mummy's girl".

All good things come to an end.

Next year,

I will be facing a lot of hardship,

no matter what, I have to be strong, not just for myself, also for my family and my future.

"Nothing ventured nothing gained"

happy x'mas

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This picture edited by Mr Cliff Wen jun.

I decided to post it on my blog because this is nice.

It's awesome, thank you very much !

' ' MERRY CHRISTMAS ' '

&

' ' HAPPY NEW YEAR ' '

Please forgive me for lazy to update my blog. C=

Prevention is better than cure

Love is what?
LOVE IS NOTHING.
Love is just like a game.
When the game started, that's mean the sadness and fight are coming along.

Starting of love, It might be a happiest time, loving, sweet, caring, the closest people with each another and......

Ending of love, It might be make one of them be crazy, hurt, sad, suicide,become stranger and......



'they' refer to the people who hurt his/her . gf/bf
They are Cruel and stubborn.
They always make empty promises..
They promise but they never do it. !

They will never give you the second chances to change, even though you know where your mistake.
They always say they will come back to you, at the end they won't even find you.
That's the method which wanna let you wait him or he don't want you to keep find him.
Don't be stupid, don't die because of guys because It's not worth it !

"As you sow, so shall you reap"
Means someone will be given punishment according to their action, be it a sinful life.


I had tried twice before.
I was wanted to bargain for a long lasting relationship, but...
Unfortunately, I'm the one who give people hurt badly.
I thought they will be difference from the others.
The time I use my true heart to love them, sadness will comes.

I'm so unlucky because The course of true love never runs smoothly.
From now onwards, I'm scare to fall in love again.
Fall in love will always get hurt at the end.




爱可以让一个人爱到疯！

Random

I just cut my hair a few weeks ago, I knew It's not much difference again.

Lim Yao Ying hate my current hairstyle so much. =D
Be patience, I will change my hairstyle next time.. LoL

Ended my form 4 life and started my holiday !
My school, my class, my teachers, and my classmates, I will miss you guys !
I got no idea how to spent my holiday..
It's seem like I gonna waste time and do nothing..
I don't planned to apply any full time job during this holiday due to I have to go tuition almost everyday except weekends.
Today was the last day to hang in account's folio.
Luckily I manage to finish it, if not next year I will be force to drop account subject.
I should put study more important than everything.

It just one more years to go for my big examination-SPM

` HIM? LOVE? `

I don't want to bother anymore..
I will treat everything as naturally, If he wanted to come back I will welcome him ; If not, I will face the fact.
Love cannot be forced.
I have do what I should do and he still being so cool to me..
That's all, no more behaving like a silly girl for doing so many stupid thing for him.
I'm fine, I had used to it that you are not around.
I would appreciate those people who cares me a lot, thanks you people ♥
No more tears for him !

Look forward to........

Saturday and Sunday I gonna work again, money come come $$

Tomorrow gonna meet my dear Su Xian too.

I can't wait to hang out with my babes, my dear. ♥

Ping . Ying . Yong

A Special Post for us : Ping . Ying . Yong

Memories of 2008

memories of 2009

OF CourSE, memories of 2010 !

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We are getting back again..

I feel happy for us..

My Lovely babe,

♥ Ho Hui Yong

♥ Lim Yao Ying

no matter what happen,

'' WE WILL NEVER LEAVE EACH OTHER AGAIN ''

Friends will come and friends will go,

The seasons change and it will show,

I will age and so will you,

But our friendship stays, strong and true.

I will appreciate this friendship...

Put away our mistake that we had made last time, start a new friendship with joy & happiness !

we still manage to fix up our friendship, that means god still gave us the chance to be friends back,

Our friendship will never end !

babe, I Love You.

Y.P.Y Rules & Regulation :

♥ No more arguement

♥ No more misunderstanding

♥ No more secret

♥ Don't gossiping about anyone of us

♥ Respect each other

♥ Don't ever hurt each other

♥ Control our temper

♥ Trust on each other

feeling

The feeling It's gone?

forget everythiing?

letting go completely?

Maybe.........

w.s just find me chat, I feel so strange between us..

A little bit of sadness.

I almost forget it from my mind, but you mention it once again..

I guess I know the reason why you leave me.

The reason was a one particular guy trying to spoil our relationship.

Even I find out what he do, 'the truth story is not the truth', because I can't be trusted anymore.

Rumours can be created by anyone.

After all, I learned something, at least I know his true colour.

now, I hate the fella so much.

over means over.

No more blaming whose right and wrong.

I don't think I had do wrong anything because from the after two month we couple, I really serious with it and I know clearly who I loved. I used my true heart to love you.

ws, Be happy and enjoy your life.

Don't hate me.

If you willing to find me back as a friend, I will appreciate it.

And, I had do it, I found back my happiness..

Lastly,
L.S.K, I HATE YOU !

sweet 16 !

Everyone should know today is birthday, right?

Seriously, I'm not that happy, but still happy.

What i'm trying to say actually?

Today it's just like normal day..

I went to school as usual, do the same thing during school..

After school, I stayed back until 4 o'clock.

I was so unhappy when 'they' forget about me..

Night, family brought me out for dinner.

At last, they remember my birthday.

Quite a big number of people wish me today, even some of people are not close with me..

Thank You everyone for remembering my birthday !

SORRY, who wished me on facebook I can't reply u all as u know my facebook can't log in.

I did read all the birthday wishes that u all post to me, just I can't reply...

I just create a new account, celinetyp_94@hotmail.com for facebook and msn

If can please add me !

My birthday is gonna over, just let it be..

my wish never come truth..

It's ok, I will wait for it..

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Lastly,

HAPPY 16th birthday !

SMILE ALWAYS

=D

♥ Birthday post ♥

hello everybody!

I'm here to announce that my facebook died out of a sudden and strangely, which caused me being unable to log in.
this is including my msn as well, guess somebody has hacked my email & password or something, anything urgent it's better to text or call me in directly.

I quite angry about my facebook, msn and hotmail account cannnot sign in since last friday night..

I wonder who the hell did all that ?!!!
If anyone still saw my account online, please inform me..
Can I know how to solve the account problem?


Let's start a post with all happy things !
Last friday, I celebrated my birthday at I-City 's Gasoline. That's cool right?
The happy thing is 22 of my close friend celebrate with me..
Even he came also..
So damn HAPPY !!!
I get a few surprise from them, but for me it's actually not a surprise because I know all already !

That's good enough for me..

I feel happy what my friend actually do behind me... XD
I love you all a lot.......

Thanks for coming...
Ching, Cherine, Ying, Caryn, Charissa, Lai Quan, Man teng, Fern lin, Chiow Ling, Jasmine, Puah, Gan, Pang shen, Max, Weng soon, Brandon, Kenny, Pan yong, Tck and Jasmine's bf.

Picture will be upload on either Man teng or Cherine's facebook profile..

Tomorrow is my actual birthday..
♥♥ SWEET 16
Happy advance Birthday to myself, Man Teng and Mao !

3 of us actually born in same year, same month and same date but difference time !

=)

Happy Belated birthday to Lee Yin and Chern hoay !
So excited about it but a little moody now..
I hope miracle will happen.
I really hope that I can heard a good news and wishes from someone...
Your wishes are important to me..
Everyone, please remember to wish me ya...

my family no one mention about my birthday, kinda sad !!!

This coming Saturday is our Aerobik Competition..
We are one of the finalist !
This whole week must stay back for practice !
We must work harder for it ...

July schedule was totally full !
sometime things come in a right time...
Busy make me forget alot of thing even a lot of sadness...

I will be stronger to face my problem..

to someone, Don't try to escape..

We should solve all the problem together, please tell me all the truth !

I know our love is still here.

Please don't care what people say..

pine away

Everyone should know what happen to me currently.

1st of july, He left me...

It is truly sad after the broke up, I was practically inconsalable..

The first few days he left me, I was in a very terrible mood and being so emotional..

It's just like end of the world.

Everything happen all of a sudden, you change my life just in a day..

During the past school holiday, we just went for a date and we being so lovely but I never know there was the last outing for us..

After schoo re-open, everything had changed..

You CHANGED !

We gone through so many ups and downs together, I thought our relationship will last very long..

I thought I can have a wonderful birthday with you..

I didn't give u any pressure that you must accompany all the time and didn't let you study..

It is very hard to accept the fact, seriously until today I still don't understand what actually happen to us?

You gave me a broke up reason that never related or affected anything to us..

If u split your time nicely, you still will got time to accompany me. Don't you?

I guess you got other reason, maybe you are fall in love to other girl ; no more feeling?

I'm kinda confuse until today because I never get a truth reason. I made every attempt to find out what was bothering you, but you refuse to open up.

As you know, I will send a message to tell what I do in every single day.. Did u read or u don't even read? So far, I sent so many msg and I didn't get any reply..

Am I silly for still doing all this?

I'm lying to myself that you will come back to me..

When I see the way you treat me, my heart break into pieces.. You treat me like a stranger once I saw you, I dunno how to face you.. What thing make you so hate me?

You know how much I love you. .

Now, nothing left for me..

Just a diary and those sweet msg..

I just trying to express my feeling out.

I hope you can study hard..

I hope you didn't lie to me...

I hope you won't break your promises

Mr Tan, I will be the girl that never make you worry.

Yesterday was our 5 month anniversary if we are still together..

Everyone call me to face the fact..

I will face the fact after sometimes.

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FRIENDS :

who keep cheer me up on the time I really sad, because of you all I found back my happiness..

Sorry for those I treated badly..

I found that i'm quite straight forward, bad manner, hot temper during this few weeks..

I'm really sorry.. sometime I'm not purposely.. I will changed.