pine away

Everyone should know what happen to me currently.

1st of july, He left me...

It is truly sad after the broke up, I was practically inconsalable..

The first few days he left me, I was in a very terrible mood and being so emotional..

It's just like end of the world.

Everything happen all of a sudden, you change my life just in a day..

During the past school holiday, we just went for a date and we being so lovely but I never know there was the last outing for us..

After schoo re-open, everything had changed..

You CHANGED !

We gone through so many ups and downs together, I thought our relationship will last very long..

I thought I can have a wonderful birthday with you..

I didn't give u any pressure that you must accompany all the time and didn't let you study..

It is very hard to accept the fact, seriously until today I still don't understand what actually happen to us?

You gave me a broke up reason that never related or affected anything to us..

If u split your time nicely, you still will got time to accompany me. Don't you?

I guess you got other reason, maybe you are fall in love to other girl ; no more feeling?

I'm kinda confuse until today because I never get a truth reason. I made every attempt to find out what was bothering you, but you refuse to open up.

As you know, I will send a message to tell what I do in every single day.. Did u read or u don't even read? So far, I sent so many msg and I didn't get any reply..

Am I silly for still doing all this?

I'm lying to myself that you will come back to me..

When I see the way you treat me, my heart break into pieces.. You treat me like a stranger once I saw you, I dunno how to face you.. What thing make you so hate me?

You know how much I love you. .

Now, nothing left for me..

Just a diary and those sweet msg..

I just trying to express my feeling out.

I hope you can study hard..

I hope you didn't lie to me...

I hope you won't break your promises

Mr Tan, I will be the girl that never make you worry.

Yesterday was our 5 month anniversary if we are still together..

Everyone call me to face the fact..

I will face the fact after sometimes.

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FRIENDS :

who keep cheer me up on the time I really sad, because of you all I found back my happiness..

Sorry for those I treated badly..

I found that i'm quite straight forward, bad manner, hot temper during this few weeks..

I'm really sorry.. sometime I'm not purposely.. I will changed.

UNTITLE

Ignore the pyjamas i'm wearing

Hey, I'm back again.

see........... I always lazy to updated my blog.

I was sick last week, Its taken 4 days to recover.

Today, nothing special to blog about.

Just wanted to wish all the teachers, ' HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY'

Mid-term exam is just around the corner.

I will not updated my blog during the exam weeks.

Yes, it's the time to start study.

bahbye !

Good luck & Study Hard everyone !

After exam, we can ENJOY our 2 weeks HOLIDAY !

♥ A post for my dearie !

PEI YI dear,
I don really know what happen to u actually... Although I had read ur blog post, but still not really know what had happen to you !
friend's problem again?
Why u wanna quit blog?
I got alot of question to ask you !

You sound so emo and sad ; sorry for I couldn't be ur listener on the time. dear, u always can find me and share with me.
No need to worry that i'm busy or what..
just go on what u think are right, don't ever think about other people..
Think about yourself first.

About ur uncle, anyone will leave u, we just dunno when is it.
Either early or late...
Just appreciate what u having now and pass ur life with joy and happiness. Your uncle would like to see a joyful pei yi, am i right?

NO PEOPLE SUPPORT U, I WILL SUPPORT U !
Please cheer up and stay strong !
You are always the best ♥♥
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babe ying & babe cherine,
I LOVE both of you so much !
We being so close...
All the time we sit together, keep crapping and laughing just like nobody around us.

When people came our place disturb us, she will end up get scold by siao po ying..
You both had cheer me up when I having problems ! thanks alot. muack !
I still remembered I sat alone at jasmine's place when I mad with the stupid ELEPHANT, you two come to me and accompany.

I admit that I have a really bad temper and also come out alot of bad words from my mouth. SORRY SORRY because alot of thing happen ! I will change it... =D
I would like to say sorry to a few people.
I'm Sorry to Caryn, Fern lin, my eldest sis and to someone that I accidently scold you.

This saturday I going to pator with my two lover !
sweet right?

speechless

Tomorrow I going caryn's house with a group of monkeys to celebrate caryn and qiu-yan early birthday.

Between, Their birthday just 1 day gap..

This whole weeks at, we keep planning about the celebration thingy.

Everything have been done completely.

It's just simple calebration.

If tomorrow I got time, I will be updated about this.

Most probably, I will not have the time to online after the party.

After caryn's house, night I have to rush for work at metro.

Ying tomorrow going to accompany me to work..

sunday morning I going for work too.

so sad, because of work I can't join my family's outing.

They going for movie on satuday night ; shopping on sunday.

both i also cannot make it.

Today we had a small problem that made everyone of us felt so down.

I will never thought this will be happen.

It's really make us hard to make a decision for it.

Let's start the story.

I will now write down the name, i dun wan to hurt anyone here.

I name it as A, B and C

B & C don't like 'A' .

'B' i dunno why she doens't like 'A'.

but 'C' last time use to close with her and even same class with her, now 'B' say don like her ; 'C' also say the same thing with 'B'.

I don't really understand.

because of 'A', 'B' dun wan go and 'C 'keep wants the 'B' to go caryn's house.

Can't u all just ignore the A and give caryn happy?

Both also our friend.

The only way is to persuade 'B' to go, but we failed it.

We used a long time to persuade 'B' but she don't even wanted to give A a change.

sighs.

Forget it,

We choose to sacrifice the 'A'

Now I dunno what kind of friend am i.

Felt sorry to 'A'

Whatever, I got no choice.

TIRED !

If got any spelling mistake don't laugh on me.

I feel sleepy while writing this.

good night .

nightmare

Today I felt so down due to alot of reason.

one of the reason was I got a bad dream yesterday.

I share this to qiu yan, while I talk, my tears it's gonna drop down.

This dream frightened me out !

I dun wan to write here...

i dunno how to start...

I only can remember last part of the dream.

NOW, I feel tired but I scare to go to sleep.

I hope tonight I can sleep well..

that's all.

no mood to blog.

Bored saturday

Yesterday night, I chated with pei yi dear and mei sze.

Mei sze called me to accompany her to go for volleyball training,

Actually I wanted to go, but I can't make it on wednesday.

Wednesday is the most busy day among the week.

If can, I will try to arrange my tuition day.

I refuse to join volleyball back due to many others reason.

The main point is I afraid to expose under the hot sun.. LOL

Pei Yi dear, pleasa stay strong.

They dunno how to appreciate you, is their problems.

As long as you can be happy with your bf and your others friend can happy, it's enough already.

Got any others problem, please find me.

I'm glad to be ur listener..

Thanks for listened what I crap.

I LOVE YOU ! =P

Today, whole day busying with housework,homework and etc

It's quite bored.

None of my sister accompany me at home.

Afternoon, I was on a verge of crying while I watching 'hi,my sweet heart', but I manage to force back my tears.

I can say that Tv is my best partner ! XD

I'm lack of money, no no.. should say I need more money.

my dad still own me my school allowance.

This few month I spent quite alot of friend's birthday present and outing..

I still own ching a present and then this coming week is qiu yan and caryn birthday.

So, I gonna buy present again.

Actually tonight wan go centro work, but Ying don wan accompany me.

Then Metro no work...

Teach me how to make money...

That's all for today.

Hope tomorrow the plans is still going on.

I dun wan to be bored again.

4T's monkey

I'm quite enjoy myself in my class..

Especially with a few of playful monkeys & donkeys, which are LIM CHERINE aka horny girl, sammy, and ying. my qiu yan babe is involve in ping pong tournament.

If she was here, it will be more fun.

congratulation, ying and sammy talked back d.

This few days, alot of teacher didn't come in our and teach us.

Teacher didn't teach make us happier than kena TOTO !

Of course, we will took our chances to play and making noise.

During recess, lai quan told me something.

I feel so upset and guilty..

*skip*

math period, I was too free...

I took out my sticker note and play with it.

cherine and ying kena fool by me. LOL

I wrote p.s chinese name on the note and stick on cherine's uniform. At last, she saw the note then she ask us what I wrote there, tooo bad, no one else wanted to tell her. =P

ying was the most funny part.

*skip*

more imformation,

please refer to ying blog.

HAPPY 2 month anniversary !

ms fatimah farewell party & outing with dear

HELLOOO everyone.

Ping is back.

I will try my best not to lazy for updating my blog.

Let's talk about my lovely weekend...

I went qiuyan's house on saturday morning.

I'm the first guest who reached her house..
Actually we wanted to gather everyone and start our group studied. At last everyone cannot make it, so only left qiu yan,sammy and me. =D

while waiting others to come, qiu yan was teaching us add math !

When everyone reached, we walked to KFC. Which located infront of Yan's house.

We went there early for preparing the foood and everything for ms fatimah and others malayfriends.

Then we started our party !

eating, playing games,taking picture and so on...

Yes, of course we enjoy a lot.ms fatimah

more picture on facebook.

but.... most of them haven upload yet.

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Sunday,

hanging out with pei yi dear at Aeon.

I reached Aeon quite early, walking alone there..

10 something,I met her up at popular..

Yes, she is pretty, and she is as short as me. LOL

Our first met, first outing, first talk as well..

After we knowing each other for 2 years, we only hang out together because we lost contact quite a long time.

we just only started close back on this few days.

Then we went for breakfast at Lavender..

Our story started........

TALK TALK TALK

*skip*

1.10, We watch 'Being human'.

This movie is soooooo funny !

rate 9/10

After movie, we went sakae sushi for lunch.

Then,

we went fitting room and take pictures.

*skip again*

7 something, I must went back d.

so sudden...

I'm bu she de leave u too.. =D

I went brandon's*sis bf* house for dinner with my sis..

After dinner, I went back Aeon again because sis wanna buy thing.

conclusion, I roaming at Aeon dunno been how many hours.

11 o'clock only I reached home.

dear ,

I'm happy to know u, hang out with u, and also sharing my story with u.

Did u realise, we have same thinking sometimes and also something we like to do !

cannot say out, that's our secret.

remember the word,"You know I know "

no others people know about our thing, okay?

Hope we have our sweet time to hang out again.

I'm waiting to listen your story about u and him when the next outing.

I'll be there when u need a friend to talk.

BFF <3

here's the piture.

quiz !

Dear Celine Tee Yuan Ping, below are your love test result:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You fall in love quickly and easily.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In a relationship you give 55% and expect 45% in return.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You asked the family member to get your significant other.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to see him/her a lot.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You love the person the way s/he is.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

Dear Celine Tee Yuan Ping, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
Girlfriend/boyfriend: You like serious, smart and determined people.
Relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well.
Love: You like to flirt and behave seductively.
Education: Education is less important than the real world.
Job: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job.
Success: You are confident that you will be successful.
Afraid: You are concerned about your image.


i post it because got someone wanted to see. =)